Showing posts with label Diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Diary. Show all posts

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Cross

小时候

喜欢在岔路口等妈妈下班

看着来往的车辆

在岔路口

选择属于自己的方向

长大了

越来越害怕选择

哪怕对现实再无奈

也不想改变

或许是不敢

可是心里还是有些不甘

反复的说服自己

一秒钟后

一切构想好的安慰

都化为虚无

在她的支持下

终于有一次的做了选择的准备

邮件已经发出

未来怎样

结果如何

只有慢慢的等待

不知道该如何去等待

一个人的时候总会想到许多许多

多到自己无法承受

好累……

做人好累

可是今生只能做人

别无选择

那就努力做好吧

就像她说的一个不成功

联系下一个

找到一个真正适合自己的地方

既然如此

就要学会勇敢

学会面对

学会承担

Friday, March 27, 2009

Finger Family

  

梦是要自己掌握的,就好像天空中的那片云朵,

就算被风吹去到异乡他国,也总会有一天在经过

即使有一天梦被打碎了,我也会更加坚强的活着

因为我坚信风马上就会把它吹落,一种天晴的收获

更美好的天空还在远方等着,现在不是忧郁的时刻

要相信等待并不能带给你什么,因为现在我还活着

把微笑当做你晴天的指针,然后向着快乐出发

现在已没有什么要顾虑的,至少现在我还活着

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Big rain

Out of the window, the rain comes with the dark clouds. Thick cloud covered the whole city, thunder shakes the earth, lighting shines its power quickly but short.

Unconformable...

Never feel so tired and ...

Home, i wanna go home ...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Future

I saw this Einstein Quote this afternoon, I really like it.

I never think of the future. It comes soon enough.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Independent

No reasons why I always get angry for her, even for a little thing. She said she was feeling uncomfortable every time I got angry. I'm sorry, I really love you.

I don't know why god gave me love after everything had been settled down. Maybe I won't go abroad for her. I don't know. I'm sorry I can't be with you and take care of you. I just want be happy, not work that tired everyday.

Maybe I am too selfish. No more than ten sentences come out of my mouth everyday. I just want to talk with somebody, somebody who won't be boring talking with me, somebody who won't can go on the chat when I have no word, somebody who won't laugh at me when I tell out what I am really thinking about, somebody who is willing to share everyday experience with me, somebody..., to make sure I can still talk.

Maybe it's true, there is nobody who will always follow your opinion, who will give your all his effort for you, except yourself. Everyone has his own life, own work and things to handle. None could be the perfect one in your mind.

Maybe the unhappy between us is because I am so dogmatic, want you just follow what I think is right.

I have heard one saying before, the young always do things hurt everyone including himself. I don't know why. Maybe now, I have tasted it. I know I am not happy to have no response to her messages. I know I'm eager to heard her voice. However, I just look at my phone and have no courage to dial the number. I just told myself if I receive another message from her, I will give in...

Maybe I really disturbed her so much. She has her modules, research work, ...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Elephant

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Friday, February 20, 2009

ODOP

Density-based clustering methods: can discover clusters of arbitrary shape and filter out noises.

 

Preparing for the Qualification Examination, I found a sentence on the Operating System very meaningful.

"In biology, extinction is forever, but in Computer Science, it is sometimes only for a few years."

"An idea that is obsolete today may be the star of the party tomorrow!"

These words really emphasize the importance of the existing works in the field of computer science.

For my own case, the basic foundation in computer graphics is rather necessary!

Get more understanding of this area will give my research great foundation. Therefor, I plan to start my own work plan - ODOP (One Day One Paper)

So start work now, the first day begin!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

自信

所有的烦恼都来自对自己的不信任

为什么看到他改变了导师就心动

现在的导师虽然没有很多成果没有经验

但是相信每个人都有起步的时候

并且老师想法很多

 

不管老师怎样

如果自己努力奋斗

广泛学习

那么发现问题解决问题

也可以成功

 

从今天开始

不要再有任何想法

努力学习

让自己真正的充实

真正的成为一个researcher

而不仅仅是依靠他人来获得一个学位而已

 

一句话

相信自己

做自己喜欢的事情

让努力去诠释未来!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

未来

当初的匆促选择

不知道为什么那么着急

虽然是在自己喜欢的领域

可是对未来的毕业真的有点不自信

老板挺积极

只是没有一下应有的经验和稳妥

一起选他的钱同学已经换导师了

有时会说服自己一切都会好的

只要自己努力

一定没问题的

可是再多的自我麻痹

只会被别人一句话击破

可是不想做这样的事情

对未来有些迷茫

也许就像自己告诉自己的一样

用两年的时间来证明自己的选择

在这两年里要努力积累这个领域的知识

使自己更充实

如果两年后真的证明自己当初的选择是错的

那么基于自己的积累

另觅他地

如果一切进展顺利

当然希望如此

曾经也幻想过

做出些惊人的成果

让他们看看

不知道如何入手

也许一切好都要从基础开始

边学边做

只要不断提高自己

就不是浪费生命

加油!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Hello world!

As the problems when using CSDN blog are still not been solved, I really feel angry about that site this time. Though I still like the style that blog provides, I am really frustrated about its stopping photo album and other services. Moreover, the most important thing is that I can't use the Windows Live Writer tool to publish my blogs. I don't know why nobody fixing that problem.

Although very reluctant, I decide to change to another blog site which is here.

Original posts are all here: http://blog.csdn.net/itroy

Hope myself a good experience here!

Happy new year to everyone!

And have a new begining for me!

Hello world!

As the problems when using CSDN blog are still not been solved, I really feel angry about that site this time. Though I still like the style that blog provides, I am really frustrated about its stopping photo album and other services. Moreover, the most important thing is that I can't use the Windows Live Writer tool to publish my blogs. I don't know why nobody fixing that problem.

Although very reluctant, I decide to change to another blog site which is here.

Original posts are all here: http://blog.csdn.net/itroy

Hope myself a good experience here!

Happy new year to everyone!

And have a new begining for me!
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